Okay so the day before yesterday, I believe it was, which makes this day Tuesday (yes I have to figure this out and then you read it and get confused somewhat it not totaly). As I was saying, Tuesday I walk into my Microbilogy class, not all happy about being there, and took my merry time getting to my seat, slinging my backpack onto the table and plopping my head onto it. A makeshift pillow if you will. The rest of the class makes their way in and everyone takes their seats. Class soon starts up with our teacher showing us our bacteria samples we had taken about a week ago, if I remember right. Man, some of those petri dishes were just covered with all sorts of colonies of bacteria. It was kind of gross, yet highly interesting to me, when our teacher showed us our school's phone (there were only a few clear spots on it, the rest was covered with bacteria) and then compared it with locker handle or our english teacher's laptop (he commented on how clean it was and how filthy his would probably be).

Lets just say I'm thankful I don't use the school's phone

So anyway, the whole point of this is he lets us get up and, in a single file line that always makes me feel like I'm back in kindergarten, we get to see for ourselves what the petri dishes look like compared to when we last saw them.

Well I got up slowly, everyone else almost jumping out of their seats, not like it was going anywhere anytime soon, and rushed to get in line. I let everyone go in front of me until I hear my "friend" Fabian say, "Shut up Alexis". I'd been talking to Big Tuna, asking her where the fire was since she nearly jumped out of her seat to see the bacteria.

I turn to face him and very tiredly say, "Shut up-" a slight pause as I try to remember his name, "Bryan..." I see his face drop and quickly shut my mouth realizing I'd called him by the wrong name.

He stares at me like I'm the dumbest person he's ever seen and I go up to him, quickly apologizing.

"I'm sorry Fabian!"

"Oh, NOW you know my name?"

"Oh come one! I didn't mean to!!"

"No, no, it's too late" and he shakes his head at me and turns his attention away from me.

Today in class we got in our little kindergarten line and as I got up we locked eyes and he only shook his head, half smiled half sneered it seemed, and I said sorry once again.

After asking Marlin if she did her math homework I walked over to the bird cage he has in the classroom. Big Tuna's talking to Carisma and Esme so I don't bother her and instead look at all the pretty birds in the cage.

I'm smiling happily as I watch so hop from branch to branch, others drinking water, and others still in makeshift nests if you will. Some of them come pretty close to the cage when I hear from behind me,

"I hope they bite you" in a low hopeful/threatening tone.

I frown and turn around knowing full well who it is.

"That's not very nice to say" and I walk away and to his desk, everyone seemingly entranced in the world of how disgustingly filthy our school is (surprising enough our bathrooms are cleaner than the school phone).

He shrugs, "So, I don't care, I hope they do".

We stand there awkwardly until I plop myself down in his seat, just to annoy him I suppose.

He gives me a look that says, 'are you seriously doing this?'. I smile up at him as he says,

"Can I have my seat back" not at all sounding like a question but rather a demand.

I look at him with a blank experession, then smile, "No."

He takes in a deep breath, "You have no idea how bad I wanna kick you right now".

I laugh at this and perk up in his seat, "Really? How long will that take you?"

I lean back in his seat to look at the clock as he turns around to look at it as well.

"Probably another minute or so, just give me enough time and I'll do it."

I continue laughing, "Oh I know you would if you were given the chance to." He simply nods his head.

Everyone starts to take their seats with the excepion of me, still sitting in Fabian's chair not quite ready to move until I'm told to.

"Get out of my seat."

"Why?"

"'Cuz he's gonna ask you to anyway. So, move."

"No. I'm going to wait until he says, 'Okay everyone back in your seats please'."

Another classmate of mine reaches her seat and looks up at with a look of confusion and something else that wonders why I'm doing this. One of his friends sits back down and looks at me confused and so I take this as my signal to go back to my seat.

I frown, "Fine," I begin standing up somewhat angrily, "Here's your seat back you drama queen."

"Thank you, gosh finally."

So that's been my week pretty much. Everytime I see him in the halls now he just shakes his head and smiles and me before looking away. One of my teachers (one I never had really) sometimes ask if we're boyfriend girlfriend but when she did ask I didn't have the heart to tell her I already have a boyfriend. I don't know, our "friendship" I guess you could call it, is kind of complicated at times. Eh.

And to top it all of, I think I'm getting sick. What a nice birthday present for me. Getting a cold. Oh well, it's better than finding out you have an incurable disease right?

Well, this journal is long enough, I'll just shut my trap now and let you all move on with your lives. Bye!